Titre du blog : Saison D'Automne
Auteur : Thek
Date de création : 26-04-2007
Auteur : Thek
Date de création : 26-04-2007
posté le 16-03-2021 à 14:15:42
My dear Mr Maher Bill
Forgive me Mr Maher Bill, I have just made up my mind that some revelations about you and your friend are no longer secret (you and your friends) I have never obeyed that one so once again I am still buried ...
As a "Big Fan" I need my dose of you Mr Maher Bill second by second but I manage to settle for my dreams now
As an admirer, I must accept you as you are (You are perfect or almost perfect) and my curiosity has decided not to believe all or at least ignored. Then you’re my "untouchable God" and I was trying to defend you, but this is complicated.
because for me alone my admiration, my absolute confidence in you is important. Ok you ordered me not to look. that’s right, but I’m not the one who hates you. I had to protect you and your friends from my research. I am naive but cannot admit certain facts if they exist in my "God"
I am furious and tired of his verbal harassment and their knowledge. Today, I am always with you because do nothing more, a photograph of you or my dreams and I always react in case of attack, others or your sadness, a word in show... Anyway, it calms down but I’m also "in love"...
My Dear Mr Maher Bill,
My soul is awake! I beg your pardon but I live permanently, even virtual for the glory of Mr Maher Bill. I am French and do very little politics so I wake up thinking to myself Claudia you have read too much.
Forgive me, but I beg you, Mr Maher Bill is not involved. Let me admire it as I think I must admire it: With passion and I pray leave the thought what it wants. Have you ever loved someone so blindly? I have such confidence in him. Let him be who he is, act as he wants. Everyone has a right to his way of life!
I need him so much: I love you so much. I’m certainly not the person who can criticize him. But ... Let me love him and have thoughts that can only hurt me and mine. I’m going insane mentally
I become mentally insane through my sensations, my interpretations of everything, I become egocentric and paranoid. But I’m going so crazy not to be with him. I want to be in his arms so much, but I know that’s never going to happen. You ever feel that way about anyone?
And I would so like to relieve him of anything, if that’s what he needs. But I could never be that person so I get desperate and obsessive about everything I find on the net. Maybe it’s pathological: I feel feelings I’ve never felt before. So how do I become that inert person I was before?
My mother once told me to calm down my hysterical outbursts and my Internet addiction: "You want what you can’t have". Well that’s the only thing Mom told me that’s both mean and realistic. No I could never have Mr Maher Bill
crédit photo : mr Eisenman Sasha
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